Tonight I was really missing my kiddies from the daycare I worked at in Iqaluit. I think about them a lot, over the course of four months you can make some really tight bonds.
So in hopes of curing my heartache I dug out the CD with all my pictures from the summer on it and started to flick through them. I didn’t take a whole lot of pictures, but in the last couple of weeks that I was there I took more and more hoping to keep something to remember everyone by.
I got to the photos of my last day at the daycare and there is easily a hundred pictures. That morning we took the kids to the RCMP station for a tour, it was one of those rare nice days and we made the trek with about fifteen of the kids in tow.
I got some beautiful shots at the RCMP station of the kids. A wonderfully nice (and awesomely hot) guy greeted us when we came in “Hey kids, ladies, I’m Constable Doug and I’m going to show you guys around today.” Well Sheena and I pretty much melted right there. Uniform. Cute smile. Blonde hair. Yum, yum, yum!
And show us around he did “Well kids, this is the drunk tank!” Insert big eyes from me and a “No, uh, it’s just for bad people.” This guy obviously hadn’t caught on that these were four and five year olds.
Man was he awesome though, I kept snapping photos of him left right and center. Hot, stable job and extremely nice to small children… MARRY ME. Sheena kept telling me to ask him to meet us at the Storehouse that night for our leaving town bash. She kept nudging me and going “nooo ringgg!”
A combination of me being chicken, plus already going out with someone kind of stopped that idea. And of course the fact that I was leaving the next day.
Before we left he got every kid an RCMP hat and we took a group photo. As I was trying to get the kids situated he came up to me and said “I can take the picture if you’d like to get in with the kids” and he held out a hat towards me. I could see Sheena and another girl I worked with freaking out because he was singling me out.
But of course the only thing I managed to get out was “um, no that’s okay.”
I was looking at photos of him tonight and smiling to myself thinking about that day, when suddenly I stopped. Constable Doug. Constable Doug. Constable Doug.

"People in Nunavut reacted with shock and grief Tuesday to news that an RCMP officer was shot and killed in the Baffin Island hamlet of Kimmirut. A man was arrested by Kimmirut RCMP several hours after Const. Douglas Scott, 20, was fatally shot while on duty late Monday night. Police have yet to identify the man who was taken into custody in Iqaluit on Tuesday. Charges have not been laid as of Tuesday[. . .]"I wonder if subconsciously I remembered and that’s why I got so upset when I read about his death.